"I can no longer bear this pain, not just of the body, but also of the soul and heart, because I cannot find an explanation for why I have so upset my beloved God that He has chosen such terrible suffering for me!" Keep believing in God, dear child! And you will recall our conversation when God soon heals you! We share stories like yours so that the friends of the Fund open their hearts to the suffering of others. Looking at you, God gives us a chance to show our true soul, not just the words we say about ourselves to others! The spinal hernia that has tormented your legs can be treated in Turkey. So let's pray that more people feel your pain! We just need the funds to find you the best doctor and hospital!